Chemo #32 On Deck
In the Captain Obvious moment of the day, when the next chemotherapy session is up, spirits go down. It is becoming more of a grind. And the thought of dragging myself to MSK to get hooked up, and knowing how it feels, is kind of crazy. Even more so because I am in pretty good shape. My basic problems with cancer (though I know it is more going on inside) is feeling like s--t for about a week from the chemotherapy and now the increasing levels of being tired from the chemotherapy. Obviously I got to ride the the current chemotherapy cocktail for as long as it goes because the next cocktail will be worse and I am not even close to considering stopping treatment, but it is really tough to drag my rear end into infusion. When I was through chemo the first time, I do not recall this difficulty. Perhaps because I knew it was 12 and out. This time the dread of going to treatment has kept on increasing after about 8 or 9 sessions. Tom...