Sophie’s Choice, Cancer Style
Back in late December/early January I noticed that I was having trouble getting onto my bike trainer. It became more and more difficult to swing my left leg over the saddle. Since I am not the most flexible person, I figured it was general tightness. So I made sure to focus on my stretching more after my biking and running sessions. I thought I was gaining flexibility based on my range of motion. But getting onto the bike became more difficult. Then started having difficulty doing other things. I get an using my hands to lift my leg into bed or into the car. Then dressing became more difficult. Then, on January 12, I fell down almost a full flight of stairs. I thought it was my fault with my hands being full and thinking I went to grab something. I wasn't sure, though I remember it was my left leg that went. The fall was scary. Time really does slow down. I waited to hear the sound of my neck breaking....